A Song to Match my Mood
As you'll see later on in the challenge, I don't DO well with requests for one thing. So, tonight, you get the collective list of "Boy" songs.
Somehow, I always manage to link up a song to every guy I've been with (usually after they've left my life as "my boy"). Right now I happen to be thinking about boys and my past boys because of Ch.
Ch...well. Let's just say he doesn't have a song yet. Interpret that as you wish.
And now! The "Boys" playlist.
For L. One he introduced me to, and I love to this day, the other reminds me of what I felt like the breakup was coming from on his end. It used to make me sob.
For AB. Again, with the double song. I did a lot of soul-searching with him, and...hey. The first song reminds me of our relationship and...well, it still does. Because for some reasons, every time I can remember us having a moment it's pouring. Even this summer when we weren't together but we were spending every moment together because we were the only people in the city...we were out at the stadium, and it started pouring and we had to huddle together under the press box. I told him I'd never been kissed in the rain and he looked at me funny and then dragged me back out into the rain...just to run somewhere else. (Sigh) There was also the party where AG asked AB if me and him were fucking...and AB told him no. I still thank him for that. Then there was the moment on his sub-leased couch...it was pouring out.
The second song was what I listened to when I was trying to get over him after we broke up.
For AG, mentioned in the previous paragraph. He was...well. I'm just going to say he was very important to me. And now he is not. And that's all I'm gonna say and I don't want to talk about it anymore.
For N. The douchebag. Sigh.
And there they are.
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